Yup sometimes serving really feels like a chore....... when you're on the edge of your tether and you're really drained out of your resources/energy alr. Really hurts to be pushed to the limit but this is essential for growth, to be refined and strengthed so much. Sometimes I'd really want to take a break from serving, otherwise I'll really break someday.
But today, Kumyong really enlighted me that I sldn't take a break, cos I'll just be running away from the problems and not facing/solving it. Super thankful for such an awesome sharing group leader for giving me such cool advices :) today, I served with a total change in my mindset! Felt really really really really (reilliteration to make a point known) renewed!
I know using the word 'really' is quite boring but I really love Justified :) ky's sharing group really went all out to meet my need, especially when ky said that my need was to hear the sermon discussion (which I practically miss weekly cos of Connect) and they even offered to record down sermon discussion for me :') like awwwwwwww. Sidenote: Sammy wants to charge me $2 for it though. LOL.
Okay back to the point. Ky encouraged me on the bus just now, about how my enthusiasm shines, and enthusiastic people are often optimistic people! He also added that I'm a pace setter (what's that?) and in a team, a pace setter is crucical otherwise it'll fall/not be able to function properly. He said that I have qualities of a leader, even though I might not think that I do (woah true true) and I have the attitude that everyone sld have!
He made his point known that from that start of the year, I've been really cheerful, might be one of those people who are the most cheerful ones in his life! Yeap like how I always look at the bright side of things, how I choose to remain optismistic and rejoice in the Lord even when situations seem so hopeless. He said it's a gifting from God, and I sld maximise it to serve Him! :)
I'm really touched by what he said, feels good to be encouraged for a change, rather than constantly being the one to dish out encouragement like water to others hahahaha okay bad joke :/ TBH he wanted to say all that to me on my birthday but since I wanted and needed encouragement, he just decided to tell me then hahahah. Super touched by Justified :)
Okay end of my really long post! Thank you for reading and I hope you are blessed by this :)
p/s I did smth really really blur. I handed up my mt form with my parents' signature, photocopies of passport and $700. But I....... forgot to let Sunil/Joys/Kumyong sign it :( ugh! #goldfish Y I SO BLUR.
p/p/s only slept for 3 hours last night! Slept at 3am, woke up at 6am to encourage those going for CMT, nua in bed till 8am, studied till 9am, (tried to but couldn't really) sleep til 11am........ Yeah my head hurts now. This feels like a hangover!BUT NO I DON'T DRINK.
p/p/p/s met Michelle (Wong) in the toilet yesterday and she commented, "you're so white!" well...... What's new? but it's not everyday that I get praises in the toilet HAHAHAHAHA LOL.
p/p/p/p/s Prelim results are out!
English B4 62% :/
Emaths A1 83% wooo got 90/100 for p2 :D
Amaths B3 65% :) improved from D7!
Chem B3 65% :)
Physics B4 60% :)
Chinese (O's) B3, oral Merit :)
Lit B3 67% :)
Combined Humans D7 46% :/
gotta really work hard for com humans! but L1R5 is 17, jumped 3 grades! Thank God :D hehe. prep exam's starting tmrw! gna push myself to my limits to excel :) SHERYL NG JIA YI, YOU CAN DO THISSSSSSS. 7 A 1s, gogogo! (not 8 cos Chinese's B3 so yeah...... :/)
this is so lengthy! (but I guess it's good HAHAHAHAH) bye sunny people, see you all after O's! Hope this makes up for the lack of posts! :) God, I need moarrrrrrrrr. MOAR OF YOU!
